Prayer Request for a Helping Hand
This is one of the hardest things for me to do – ask for help. I’ve made it as far as i can on what i know, for the last 20 years i have did everything in my power to learn computers, servers, & technology so i could help others save money & stay safe online. In 2001 i was first diagnosed with 6 spine diseases & they were made worse by my choice of career. I was a Carpenter, flooring installer, & foundation repair specialist mainly, but i had other jobs & skills i learned so i could always find work. Until life threw a curve ball at me with my spine diseases & i was no longer able to work a physical job in 2004.
I’ve had a job of some sort since i was 11 years old on tobacco farm. Yet here i am now 52 & out of options. i had a stroke 2009/2010 & massive heart attack that killed me on ER table Dec 27th 2021 4:30am- i got an emergency heart stent (Merry Christmas) 3rd chance on life. Then this year i had 3 minor heart attacks and a series of mini attacks back to back so doc put in 2 more stents. Since then i’ve had to slow down. I sleep more than i used to, tired most of the time, my eyes are giving out due to stroke & Ankylosing Spondylitis & it’s effected my ability to maintain my online presence & businesses, but i’ve kept trying & try not to complain, because i know others struggling & i try to be the rock for them. i’m no longer able to keep things going on my own. The ONLY reason i’ve made it this far is because of The Good Lord above.
My bills are extremely behind “again” now & they are threatening to turn everything off on me again. I’ve been here before but things are different this time. My health for one, & this time i don’t have options & a backup plan like i’ve had before. i need $400 a month for the next 6 months or i need to come up with $1200 now to catch up on everything but that still leaves me short every month & disability says i’m too educated to be unemployable.
At the peak of my businesses in 2019 i was earning around $300 a month. I haven’t been able to earn $400 a month since i was forced to quit work in 2004. I didn’t even know what it was like to be fired until 2001 & 2004 when my jobs fired me for inability to do the job any longer. i almost gave up then but The Good Lord led me to find technology. i’ve managed to maintain now for lil over 20 yrs freelancing online, but in 2020 things hit hard & i went from $300 a month to now barely earning $100 a month (Yes, I live on $100 a month plus a few ppl that try to help me). Two can no longer help & i’m short again every month. Normally i refuse to quit & even now i don’t want to quit. I could point the finger at everything that led me to where i’m at right now, but that wouldn’t help me so no use doing it.
I have less than 2 weeks to come up with $335 for Sept bills, but i’ll have to cover them again for November. I’ve re-applied for disability & go this mornin to see state dr again. They lost half my paper work so now i have to go see their doctors again & i need to do my daily schedule again, along with redoing some of my other paperwork for them. This sets me back by 8 months to get determined.
I’m tired, i hurt now all the time, & my eyes are giving out . Even though i do my best not to show it or let ppl see or hear it in my voice. Without prayer & intervention i won’t make it & will have no choice but to shut down.
I need $85 a month to keep my servers & without them i have no income, the 3D world i’ve carved a living from is drying up, our numbers are a 3rd of what they used to be. I need $100 a month for power bill & I need $65 a month for internet. without server i earn nothing, without internet i’m unable to maintain the server and online work & without power i have nothing anyway.
I hope someone will see my fight & give me a hand up. I’ll put my link to my paypal here below just incase someone can help.
I do have some plans but they’re slow to fruit & disability is dragging their feet. meantime, i’m at the end of this journey. I DO Trust in God & i know he has something planned. What? i don’t know, I’ve prayed about it & meantime, I’m still trying. This is a plea to get help to buy time for those plan to come to fruit.
Thanks & God Bless
my paypal if anyone can spare a bit to help https://paypal.me/Harleytrailmaster?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US
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